I build myself up, just to watch myself fall

I watched you go.

Not a word was said.

A simple hug goodbye, that’s all I was left with.

I’m not sure where we left off.

Are we friends? are we more?

I’m certain we are not. 

That’s not to say, I don’t want us to be.

I watched you go.

I didn’t say anything,

You hugged me, tightly.

I miss that.

You have been away for a while now.

But I still think of you everyday.

I miss you.

But, I am too afraid to tell you that.

I watched you go.

And said nothing.

I build myself up, just to watch myself fall.