I build myself up, just to watch myself fall

I watched you go.
Not a word was said.
A simple hug goodbye, that’s all I was left with.
I’m not sure where we left off.
Are we friends? are we more?
I’m certain we are not.
That’s not to say, I don’t want us to be.
I watched you go.
I didn’t say anything,
You hugged me, tightly.
I miss that.
You have been away for a while now.
But I still think of you everyday.
I miss you.
But, I am too afraid to tell you that.
I watched you go.
And said nothing.
I build myself up, just to watch myself fall.