October 2010
6 posts
With a smile on her face
She sits in a corner, sunlight filling the space that surrounds her, silently watching the faces blur past, like apparitions in a crowd. These people always looking in but not a soul knows who she really is. She sets a smile on her face, trying not to seem out of place.
Saying nothing, she quietly waits for something beyond her reach, always pining over the unattainable. Trying only to lean upon...
That Early July Morning
I will always remember looking into your eyes that early July morning.
The Florida heat already beating down upon us, even though the sun had just peaked over the horizon.
We spent the entire night awake, talking, laughing, and just laying with each other in silence at times. But even in silence, I was content.
You were facing towards the newly rising sun, my back against it. Your face glowed...
Six years
I miss you.
Words can’t even begin to describe how much that is true.
It’s been six years.
Six years without your voice, your smell, your smile, your laugh, but most of all your shoulder to lean on.
Six years. It feels like so much more than that.
You never had the chance to meet the friends who got me through those years.
You never had the chance to meet my first boyfriend or...
You Left Me
You left me alone. No one to lean on. No one to laugh with, cry with, fight with. No one at all.
You left me broken. I am no longer whole. I tried to piece myself back together but still, little bits of me are missing.
You left me afraid. Afraid to chase after the things I want, afraid of putting myself out there. I can’t tell others how I feel. I am afraid to say what I am thinking.
But...
I build myself up, just to watch myself fall
I watched you go.
Not a word was said.
A simple hug goodbye, that’s all I was left with.
I’m not sure where we left off.
Are we friends? are we more?
I’m certain we are not.
That’s not to say, I don’t want us to be.
I watched you go.
I didn’t say anything,
You hugged me, tightly.
I miss that.
You have been away for a while now.
But I still think...
Maybe
It’s unclear to me who you are anymore.
Times have changed.
So have you.
But then again, so have I.
Maybe, one day I will know you again
Maybe one day, we can be friends.
Maybe one day, we can talk like we used to.
Maybe one day, we will laugh together.
Maybe one day, we will share our secrets.
Maybe, that one day will never come.